Why do things always suck all at once?

[Coal_forge]

Last month found a girl that I really like. 5 days ago I find about a an AEF deployment to the sand box next yeah... no big deal.
2 days ago GF leaves me all of a sudden with 2 reasons that contradict each other
1. I have never been with a man who was in the military and I do not want to get attached to somebody who might be gone... I do not want the emotional stress
2. I was not looking for any thing long term, not saying that I didn't want anything long term... (Well I am)
So if you are worried about me being gone for certain times in the future, why in the hell would you tell me that you were not particuarlly looking for something long term?

Other than the way she ended it she was an awsome person and there was not a thing I didn't like about her. What makes it worse is she ended it through AIM... and before she ended it she made it seem like things were going well didn't discuss anything about it.
Now yesterday after waking up at a friends house from drinking that night and after a quick pissed off tire burning power sliding drive on back roads the night before (no I drank after I drove) I drive on base to get try to get some of my tax information so I can do my taxes... I get there and my front left tire is at a beatiful 11psi (now has a nail in it) fill it up in the shop... now I have to replace the tire which I can not afford right now because I lost track of my bank account somehow and have 70 dollar over draft fee from like 2 weeks ago (recived the notice today) grrr got home tried forgeting about things playing my guitar at my father house drove home and ended up locking my keys in the car for the first time... spent like an hour prying the window open and using a coat hanger to pull the switch up. Right now I really need to be studying my CDC's for jet engine mechanics so I can take 5 level test at the end of the month... problem is I will not be able to focus long enough to study. I still am waiting to get my tax information off my my pay since now they do not send hard copies through the mail anymore... they are sending my pw to my military screen name which I only know how to get into via on base. grrrrr
I also have a scar on my arm now to remind me of her... I made her a gift blacksmithing and ended up burning myself with glowing piece of steel. I wish I could say bad stuff about her to make me feel better... but there is really nothing wrong with her... her decisions are her decisions. Oh well

[187sks]

Sorry to hear it. The one constant you have when dealing with women is that you never know what to expect.

[Coal_forge]

Thing that suck right now is that I am drinking a brand of Rum called Military special and the only thing I have to mix it with is Diet Lipton Green Tea... this is worst part. I feel bad for treating the tibby the way I did... atleast it is built by an industrial company who makes some tough *** cars.

[busy_squirrel]

Sorry, to hear that man. I remember how many girls just wanted a lay and run when I was in the AF. Makes it hard to be stable.

Yeah, life sucks all at once right now.

I'll not go into my problems, they'd bore you, BUT I am also drinking instead of studying, but since I have nothing to mix with my whiskey, it's just as cold as I can get it.